Then there was more.....

Sometimes when the life hits a wall, you need to smash it down and continue on. Even if there is no road for you to follow.....pave your own road and chase after whatever it is you're after......

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Had a blast with Jonathen and Doua at Spring Retreat singing the Banana Song…….good times!
Permalink I fell in love while looking into your dark chocolate eyes. I fell in love reliving our first kiss in that cold winter weather. I fell in love sitting in the backseat of my best friend’s car holding your hand. I fell in love with the smile that always seems to smile back. I fell in love sitting in your dorm room bed doing nothing but watching the food channel. I fell in love eating Bun Mi every single day on your bed. I fell in love learning how to play your video games. I fell in love walking to your dorm room everyday after class. I fell in love falling asleep on you every night over the phone. I fell in love as you kissed me on my forehead, then my nose, then my lips and last my chin. All of these are some of the reasons why I fell in love with you.

This was us when we first started dating, Muahahha, we were so skinny! HEHE i LOVE you!


So, I saw this guys today who I thought was one of my sorority sister’s friends. I walked up to him and asked him if he was “Kashi” a name that I thought was his name. He said no, but I wanted to make sure I had the right person, so

I said “do you know *my sister’s name*”

He said “yes”

I said “were you there that one day when she dropped us off at a house on Como?”

He looked confused as hell! I figured I had the wrong guys so I said, “Oh never mind wrong person,” and walked off like it was nothing. Muahahahahhaha I FAIL AT LEAST ONCE EVERYDAY. :D


I fight for what I want!

Some people do not know what it is like to fight for what they want. They go through life with everything handed to them. They get away with doing the littlest things and still gets credit for everything. Society love these people because these people are considered lucky. In my opinion, these people are SPOILED BITCHES who needs to learn how to GROW UP!

All my life, I have fought for everything I needed in life. Every fight always ended in an achievement, whether it is big or small, it was always worth every sweat, pain and stress. I don’t think you have what it takes because you don’t know how to fight. I don’t think you deserve it because honestly, you’re not worthy of the experiences. I have become smarter and wiser in every challenge, while you remain this needy, whiny person who will never understand the commitment and dedication it takes to get to where I am today.

You may be lucky, but luck can only take you so far. Eventually, you’ll need to fight, but I don’t believe you’ll make it very far because you’re not a fighter.

Permalink The greatest achievement is knowing you have reached the top of a mountain. Fighting for what you want most and reaching it because you know you tried and succeeded. Life is about challenging yourself, and with that I can honestly say, I have made it up this mountain of mine, but I know that compared to other obstacles this is only a hill. However for now, let me linger in this moment of accomplishment because it has been a long and hard process, but well worth the experience.
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What is your definition of Trust?

Is it sneaking into my FB account to change my password so you can look at my pictures, then when I ask you about it you pretend you don’t know. Is it going into my email to read my personal emails that I send to friends, teammates and professors. It’s been 4 long years and the trust between you and I are still not good enough. Does it really seem like the relationship is going down the right path. Through these 4 years I have never restricted you from doing anything, I have never questioned your motives away from me. But why are you always on my case, questioning my every move. I don’t need that because I’m a woman of my own will power. I do things because I want to, I don’t restrict you so I expect you to not restrict me too. You should know me by now, but WTF is wrong with you. Have you not known me enough that you still think I’ll cheat on you the second that I’m not with you. Do you think if I was going to cheat on you I would really wait 4 years to do it? No, You don’t know me well enough and I finally realized it today, that is why, I’ve finally decided to let go. I’ve learned to love you with my heart, my mind and my soul. This process of letting go is going to be hard, but in the end, our relationship cannot survive when there is no trust to build it up. I’m sorry but LOVE is not everything in a relationship. It surely does not work out in this relationship.


Really people…..

When someone is in a time of need, you have the audacity to look down on them and make fun of them. Who do you think you really are? You couldn’t wait until they are back on their feet before you explode to the whole world about who you really are. WOW you really are a BITCH! I can’t believe people like you exist in this world. And to think they were there for you when your bitchass needed a place to do whatever shit you need to do. You know what asshole. KARMA is a bitch. So watch out! In the future, when you lose your house, and your kids are all fucked up, don’t come running to them for help. When you’re broke and have no where to go, you’ll come to them and when they accept you because they aren’t like you, you’ll feel like SHIT. AND I hope when that happens that you feel ashamed of yourself, that when you look at yourself in the mirror and you’ll want to die everyday, because a person like you, no one wants. 


Enff said!